Prepare for real battle

I already far away from my blogging, really miss this blog..Actually i’m really busy with my industrial training.

Tomorrow will be my presentation for industrial training, right now im also busy searching for a job..(huhuhu, anybody can help me???)..

Actually, my internet connection got a problem about a month ago. So, it really difficult without it. Moreover, i had been effected by stress very badly. I went to physician, and she asked me to rewrite all the problem inside my head in A3 size paper..Yup, i felt more better now..(even i still confuse, why i let the stress effect my body and mind)..The physician told me that im workholic…(really????)

Then, thanks to bro hasrul and ryco that still remember me..I’m sorry for suddenly disappear..(it not my fault, no internet connection i felt really loss)..

I hope to got a job soonly, right now just want to enjoy my little time peacefully.

20 hours surfing

(THIS POST IN MALAY)

Minggu ini saya memulakan praktikal di makmal alam sekitar. Penatnya dan boring hanya allah yg tahu sbb dah 3 bln saya hanya melepak dirumah sambil surf internet..Di tempat praktikal masa berlalu terlalu perlahan dan mulalah kerinduan pada internet meronta-ronta dlm hati saya. Nak tak nak terpaksalah saya buat keje perlahan-lahan sbb sebagai trainee sampling team saya akan habiskan byk masa di makmal berbanding keluar ambil sampel di kilang client..(huhuhu…nak keluar gak dr makmal)..itulah rontaan hati saya sepanjang hari. Saya masuk keje pukul 8.30 - 5.30 ptg. Setiap pagi saya akan check email sebelum pergi keje, dan bile balik keje begitu semangat utk mengeledah dunia cyber tp sayangnya masa yg saya ada utk internet surfing sudah tidak seperti dulu.

Paling lewat saya tido adalah pukul 3.30 am, then pukul 6.30 bgn solat subuh..Nampaknya saya kena ubah time table saya semula..byk sungguh yg masih belum belajar di dunia e-biz ni tp saya kena habiskan study training material saya dulu. Skang sy masih belum outstation, jika saya outstation..huhuhu..demam rindu saya pada dunia cyber ni..

Tapi, kerana kesibukan begini, saya lebih pandai menghargai masa dan memilih apa yg perlu sahaja buat masa sekarang. Walaupun sy mmg kurang agresif dlm e-biz tetapi tidak bermakna saya sudah give-up hanya kerana saya masih tidak merasa sesen pun lagi dr dunia cyber ni. Ramai senior e-biz yg memberi sokongan dan guideline..thanks and sorry sbb xdpt follow guide tu sebaik mungkin..bukan kerana sy tidak berani dan takut gagal..Tp pengetahuan dan masa byk melimitkan pergerakan saya skang.

Senior2 e-biz, jgn kecewa dan menganggap hanya membuang masa melayan saya. Saya hargai setiap usaha dan idea dr senior semua..Tunggu 3bln lagi sy akan aktif semula..Yes, saya akan grad akhir bln 10 ni.Apa yg sy mampu lakukan skang hanyalah memperkembangkan lagi pengetahuan saya.

The Good That Can Come From Suffering

I used to be one of those people who thought suffering was a bad thing, but now I look at it, suffering was a learning experince for me. I now in my way toward my dreams, and I thank my past experince for that, cause I would have never has this high spirit if I had not experinced the pain of my past. The difficulties and hardships I encounter create meaning and depth to my lives.

Suffering is the first step towards compassion and understanding. Without suffering we would never feel the stirring of our spiritual heart. suffering is inevitable either we embrace it and learn from what it has to offer or prolong it and fester the wound by denying its existence.

Real suffering is an authentic and realist response to the ragged wounds of living a human life. It’s also unavoidable and an essential part of every human life. Illness, loss of loved ones, disappointment, decline, death, limitations, and imperfections startle and shake us. But they awaken us to find meaning, dignity, and significance in our lives. They open the heart to pure compassion and new found creative energy.

Real suffering is useful. It propels us to new levels of consciousness and self-knowledge. It is through suffering and pain that we break down our habitual barriers between ourselves and others and allow for the entrance of a transpersonal, transcendent perspective: a full appreciation of our intimate and profound spiritual connections.

Are you in real suffering right now?
I think that this kind of question is only open to those who have suffered. When we suffer, we infact take a step back in life. We see life as hell and watch in pain the world around us continuing on. We see life from a different respective and once the pain eases, heals, we become aware of things that weren’t open to us before. Our life is inevitebly transformed and the real importances to us in life stand out from the rest. We understand life from a different level, which in the most cases urges people to attain a higher understanding of life.

Most of the person who have suffered, choose to believe that suffering is something that they all must go though so that they may begin to see exactly what God did for them. Through their suffering they have found God. That is the good that can come from suffering.